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I haven't opened my site for ages. Too many things happened throughout the years. I attained my degree, I secured a noble job 😅, I got married to my other half..I couldn't count my blessings. But stories won't be beautiful when the plot is too smooth, kan? I lost my mom not long after my status changed, I lost my dad exactly after a year my mom passed. Both events were devasting. Thanks Mi for always being there for me. Now, I don't cry often. Haha. I don't cry while ironing clothes anymore, I don't cry when I'm listening to Kak Fynn's anymore... I promised myself to be a tougher and stronger me. Strong enough to face the reality. 😊

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....... tidurku takde mimpi ye. sungguh senyap...........(aku memang jarang mimpi sewaktu tidur)

aku terbangun. aku perasan aku bgn dalam keadaan senyum. aku bukak mata dan tak gerakkn lg badan. memang serupa posisi jenazah. aku masih jugak lg tak gerakkn badan. sambung senyum lagi. hehe.

sebak. masa tu, aku tefikir kalaulah semudah dan sedamai tadi pengakhiran aku nanti, aku dapat membayangkan betapa aku telah diberi pengakiran yang baik, seperti yang selalu kita minta di dalam doa2 kita. terharu pulak aku.

persoalannya:
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Hehe..I am SO CALLED doing the assignment and long, long way to go. Biasalah, when students sit in front of the laptop with a free internet access, internet will always and ever win. And now, what's the topic for today?

So....What is the hardest thing to face (while you are alive)? I rather answer: MYSELF. In every second, for everything we do, we have to fight with ourselves. Fighting with the nafs (yourself) will show your determination to achieve something. Finishing your assignment by its due date needs efforts, saying no to gossips needs efforts, stopping yourself from making bad assumptions needs efforts, and leaving your non-halal relationship needs efforts too. What kind of efforts?Efforts to fight with the nafs (yourself). It always hard especially when things has become your habit.

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